Okay non-existent blog followers,
First of all, I would like to address that I secretly like that nobody reads this. If I wanted people to read this I would tell them to. I have told nobody about this blog (yet). If someone is reading this then it's probably sent from the Gods that you are supposed to read this because you had to have stumbled upon it.
I am going to go for it. I have ALWAYS wanted to be a singer. ALWAYS. For so long I've been telling myself it's hard, and not practical, it's just for fun...etc. I think the core reason why I haven't chased my dream is that I still care too much about what people think of me. I am going to finally go after my dream of singing. I have this talent and I love it more than anything. I am going to work my hardest and give it all I have until it's enough. It scares me how much of a long road I have to go until I make it to where I want to be. Knowing me, I can do it. I've never wanted something more (except when I was little and wanted to be a mermaid). If I were to work to be a musician, I wouldn't work a day in my life. Because it is something I love with all my heart. So if you are reading this, say a little prayer for me that I will make it and make sure to buy my music when it comes out.
Lauren
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Thursday, May 4, 2017
YOUTUBE CHANNEL CHECK IT OUT!
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This is a new channel from when I posted this Blog post, so it only has two covers on it. However, stay tuned and I am going to build it up this summer.
Life is sooo Hard sometimes
I just finished my last final however, this semester... wow what a semester. I lost my good friend Erik to cancer, got mono and pneumonia. THIS SEMESTER WAS SO HARD FOR ME. I feel like I've been beaten down and stomped on by college. On top of that I'm not 100% sure about my major. I also had a teacher accuse me of cheating, which I didn't do, so for two weeks I was on trial with her until she realized the truth that I didn't do it. She threatened to fail me (she didn't in the end).
On top of those bad things there were a lot of good things as well though, don't get me wrong my life is still amazing. I traveled to New York City and California, a tweet of mine went viral, I made the front page of my local newspaper, started writing more songs, did President's Cabinet at USU, made Blue Crew for next year at USU, met Jimmy Fallon, saw 3 broadway shows, made a lot of new friends (lost a lot of friends), performed in front of thousands of people, was awarded hardest worker for my division in Presidnt's Cabinet, moved to a higher up position at my job, gained a lot more confidence and respect for myself... Honestly my life is a whirlwind.
The truth is I think I grew more in this semester than people normally do in 10. I was put in the refiners fire, which means God is probably preparing me for something big. I know this post seems more like a journal entry but I felt like I needed to put this on my blog for some reason. I don't think anyone will even read this, so maybe it's more for me.
It's summer now, as of today. My goals for this summer are to focus on getting myself completely better from all this crap in my system leftover from mono and pneumonia, focus on my music, take it easy and not overwork. I would love to pursue music more than anything right now, maybe that's just me being sick of school, but I can't wait to see where it takes me.
Lauren K. Morrill
On top of those bad things there were a lot of good things as well though, don't get me wrong my life is still amazing. I traveled to New York City and California, a tweet of mine went viral, I made the front page of my local newspaper, started writing more songs, did President's Cabinet at USU, made Blue Crew for next year at USU, met Jimmy Fallon, saw 3 broadway shows, made a lot of new friends (lost a lot of friends), performed in front of thousands of people, was awarded hardest worker for my division in Presidnt's Cabinet, moved to a higher up position at my job, gained a lot more confidence and respect for myself... Honestly my life is a whirlwind.
The truth is I think I grew more in this semester than people normally do in 10. I was put in the refiners fire, which means God is probably preparing me for something big. I know this post seems more like a journal entry but I felt like I needed to put this on my blog for some reason. I don't think anyone will even read this, so maybe it's more for me.
It's summer now, as of today. My goals for this summer are to focus on getting myself completely better from all this crap in my system leftover from mono and pneumonia, focus on my music, take it easy and not overwork. I would love to pursue music more than anything right now, maybe that's just me being sick of school, but I can't wait to see where it takes me.
Lauren K. Morrill
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